The path being laid out made things simpler for me, as you can imagine. Soon after, I managed to escape the cyclical loss spree that came with the trading for about 5 years in a raw at different levels, more or less, thus escaping D’s strings made him very upset and tried all kind of futile attempts to make me snap or break.
Realized many facts that were always in front of me, how D has the power to act through people, makes things much easier to understand. Everything is obvious now.
I found a way to realize that for 5 years, no matter what I did I would have been like a mouse in a wheel, spinning all over until I would have snapped and asked him for his mercy or help. Why did I have not come to this realization faster? Because I am fucking stupid, I may say. But better now than ever.
Of course, everything was in the shade, was just a thought, not a clear thing, but after what happened yesterday, it actually confirmed that my realization is 100% true. How D gave up on his plans in his desperation to put strings on me again. I only have one thing to say to, D: “Well fuck off and leave me be, will ya???”
So, 3 things happened during 1 single day, which never happened to me before.
- Went to the bank to carry some documents for my company, and there a young bank worked, had some strange reactions, sexual reaction towards me. Of course, if I had been that kind of person who pursuit cheap sex would have interacted and fallen into this pleasure trap. Avoided this with no issues
- Last night took my wife to the movies and there some kid who was cutting tickets had an abject behavior towards us, was ugly, nearly punched him in the face, he just stood there provoking me like “Now what, are you going to punch me in the face?”. Was a bit close to snapping, but told him that a graze on my fist was not worth the moment. Escaped this too
- On our way back a lunatic got on our back, while driving, And I hate such drivers who just stay in your ass, as it’s very dangerous, and I interacted with him improperly, but all went fine after all, escaped this too to the limit, though.
Also dreamed last night with a clear message how D acts through people and that I was very close to not managing my feelings properly, So, it’s all confirmed the plan and everything. AND imagine I did not even was aware of D’s existence not even 1 year ago. It’s incredible what a world we live in.
Be careful guys, D acts through people, as a conclusion, if you find yourself facing situations which make no sense, just put this through into your head and many links between neurons will make total sense. Best of luck, we’ll win together!
